How can i prove to him that he is more than enough? It sounds like a good beginning to be helpful with household things, but only a beginning. If the problem was your lying, then the question is: why did you feel a need to lie? She says shes numb? I am 26 and he is 28 years old. Next go-around, see a pre-marriage counselor to work on trust issues and be SURE the guy is trustworthy. We have two girls ages 5 & 9. Give that effort and love to your child. Please help me? He still wants to see me maybe ease off the physical side be morelike friends which I will find difficult knowing what weve have, hes also said the same. What you need to do: 1. leave or divorce making sure your legal and financial rights are preserved; 2. rebuild your self-esteem, understanding how you were able to keep tolerating abuse for so long so that it will never happen again; 3. set your sights on a bright future based on a truth-based assessment of others and your relation to them. We had loaned her our 1 vehicle to her in the interim so that her mother & step-father could use her car. Hi Dr. Deb, I still have feelings for her but i think she still does too but she the Ok our relationship of going bad only my fault. That is a huge change in life. Or mayb im sick Help plz. Time passed, I got weak and joined in myself. I just feel so afraid all of the time. Hi All Take charge of your life, you deserve better and dont let someone take your youth in wasting your time. I am trying my hardest and am beginning to change into a man that she would want to be with, being comfortable with my current state, getting out of my own head, and realizing that it was not the place I was living in but rather an internal battle of being discontent with myself that led to our fall out. i was so mad at my boyfriend and i cried all the time and we argue a lot. What does it explain? How can I tear diwn the wall that has been built around her that bears my name? I wanted to discover who I really was before I got married to my boyfriend. I was very confident and happy. We both still keep in contact with each other and talk daily still. Your actions in betraying were not giving, not even to yourself. It took him a few days to apologise to me, but when he did, he came to me genuinely upset, crying and telling me how stupid he had been, I should have been his girlfriend all along, it had taken losing me to realise he was in love with me, all I wanted to hear. I Have caused him so much pain and deep hurt. There is so much that go into a marriage. I love him so much and he is my king. I have been working on me and myself becoming a better person being the Maria that I truly am. But I have destroyed him. When we moved out to the new area she shut me out completely. So when I would get these feelings I would go out and allow myself to get drunk and make out with other dudes. He did in the past have a affair with someone who worked for him. I have been in a relationship that operates like a marriage for 6 years w/my boyfriend. It wasnt one sided there were plenty of horrible things said and done on the other side but one can never use that to justify own failings. Do you charge for skype treatment? Fast forward 9 months later, she was still in our lives. I never said that. Maybe a Gestalt therapist, CBT. If we dont take care of ourselves, why would we expect others to take care of us? I want to save the relationship. He is very clear that he cannot be with me anymore, he cant find his feelings towards me ( however, when asked if there was a way to find them would he want to find them he said he would but he did not believe it was possible anymore). My partner has told me that it is not his problem that I dont like his friend and he would hang out with her whenever he wants to. I told him to maybe give it a year before we actually start dating again though I will be here for him to talk to but I suggested him to write me letters instead of calling me. But i loved him. I was fed up and outrightly told him their friendship was unnecessay and i was tired. I asked him what I could do to make up for it and he said figure it out. We talked about it a little and he just keeps telling me to figure it out. If this is not the type of personality for you if shes too cold you are entitled to your feelings. Its pushing me away. do not want to loose them i love them very much just to let them go with out doing anything. My husband is a cheater after, I had twins it continue and I know that I care for him but down deep inside I hate him. I do really love him, and I more than want it to work, but I am still haunted by his old betrayal. This was all her idea.) He had been texting and flirting with other women via social media. Hello Deb. I want to state that my actions/behavior was good, but in my case things were very odd and he wasnt good for me. There are a couple of things in your letter that deserve a closer look. I told her to just trust me because Ive done so much for her. She said she just needed to time for her to figure out what she wanted. How can I get myself to a better place? We are incompatible on many levels. So, yes, I answer but no, I dont always comment. We werent together officially but the purpose was to get closer to having a real relationship. For me he isnt like any of my past boyfriends with him it is different he just made me feel so much more confident in myself and I felt comfortable around him even felt more comfortable with PDA with him except I need some advice. She keeps them bottled in. I dont think things will ever get better, but at the same time im afraid of him leaving. Ive thought about getting therapy for just myself due to depression. When he realized how i treated him he changed he sais he lost respect for me he heard rumors aboute cheating on him and makes everything worst he said he dosent want me anymore or ever want to be with me .. All he said is maybe with time , or maybe after you have the baby but i i dont know out relationshil was deel and we were very comfortable with eachother . Meanwhile, yes, you should both get counseling to help this process. My ex and I are only 20 years old and we had a relationship for about one and a half years. Id like to hear your take on my situation. I want to forgive him and move past this but I dont know how. People in the band began to call him names like security cause he wanted to be everywhere I was & didnt want to give me a small little space , I mean ? He said they click and have so much in common. I guess my question is how depression and relationships work? He was extremely inexperienced, and kept things from me for awhile about him doing things with other girls (one was returning with hickeys after the night he was supposed to break up with the other girl he was dating because we had decided to be monogamous. I decided to lock away my feelings for this time period, crying or feeling sorry for myself wouldnt help my marriage. The second month had been a bit easier but on our 4 year wedding anniversary she couldnt bring herself to buy me a card. Keep your answers calm and to the point. I know that he must be trying to forget about the pain and want to be happy, if only for that night, but more recently when hes been drunk with me (Ive become sober since) he has acted out in a very hurtful way. I feel horrible. That is because the emotional part of the relationship is missing. I get so frustrated when he cries and says he needs to feel love from me because I understand that he means it, but I kind of feel like well, you had that already and it didnt bloody do you any good. My almost 2yr old was born special needs. Ive hit rock bottom. How will I know and how can I tell if I will love him again? am thinking of surprising her soon going to see her Research shows that mindfulness meditation is better than medication (long term) for trauma such as PTSD. Perhaps Im wrong but thats the implication from your letter. I just dont know what to do. physical self, we always had sex over the phone, Going into this relationship I did not realize how little I knew about being in a serious relationship and I made a lot of rookie mistakes, he says I was too condescending, I said the wrong things AMD wrong time, I said things you shouldnt say not only to tour partner but to a man who at the time was struggling financially and with his self esteem, and he says I was selfish and did not think of him enough when he was at his lowest. I said no, I cant. They had not slept together but they have been seeing each other and flirting through text messages. What do we, the ones feeling repentant, do when we cant do anything? I see my therapist tomorrow, but Ive had an ache in my gut all day. I could have stopped this from happening because it is illegal to take kids more than 70 miles from their parent. Thank you for your response. I also wonder whether the depression you feel has any connection to all of the above. Hi Carmen, I took all his time and his energy and gave nothing in return. He moved four months before us, I was scared to move and told him I wasnt sure if I wanted to move or to be with him. Mentioned it to me but not when it had happened and didnt really seem to make a big thing of it. Your job here on earth is not to take away the pain of a person who has been so deeply hurt that he cant allow himself to be vulnerable in a relationship. Basically I dont know where to go from here and I cant imagine breaking my childrens heart and telling them we moved our lives to be a family and daddy is now moving out. Thanks!! But in fact I miss her so much. He realised she did like me. I just want to have her trust back.i want to have our happiness back. Ive suggested therapy but he refuses. Yet i really want to mend things with him and get back on track together as a real loving couple too. Ok its 3 years later we have been doing really well but he has changed again. What you did for 12 years abuse your wife verbally and emotionally it is good that you are now honest about it but the most important thing you can do for yourself, her, and your children is get therapy to make the changes you need. Its not a permanent delete, cos he networks with it, applies for jobs, etc. Also he had lost a job around the same time. He keeps motivated and trying to succeed there. Hello, I just read this article and it really resonated with me and has given me some much needed hope. but I cant let go of him cos i knew he is the one in my life. He treated me like I was his diamond. My husband and I have been married for 15 years. why cant he see that. In fact, even if you were a therapist, it does not work on family members. He decided while he was in his truck to start a dating profile. After that I would find little things here and there and would bring them to his attention. Or at least until the love and respect run . You can read my book on my website is a description of it [drdeb.com] but the key is to understand your own family and how their behavior influenced you so you know exactly what to avoid when the situations come up in your life. She was new to town and I had grown up in the area we met, so I welcomed her into my family and showed her many things about the new area she was living helping her adjust to her new transition. My hunch is that it would not be good at all. Your letter comes down to this: Your husband has been emotionally abusive to you for almost 4 decades and has been cheating for many years. Quotes tagged as "loving-someone" Showing 1-30 of 127. He claims it is just an intense friendship. It doesnt matter if that is true. When our wedding song comes on he always wants to slow dance and he tears up but I feel nothing. On IG, he was chatting up another too. So to see this is heartbreaking. Financial security is not enough to make you stay with someone your not in love with. and i look like a liar and a cheater. He would react and tell me he believed me. how can i call his attention? You will be hurting the whole time.we all have the right to pursue happiness. Any advice? Dear Dr, She wanted to interview for it and asked me to take off 3 days from work so she could drive up to do so. No amount of anger management will address these basic issues. Falling out of love does not always have to mean that there has been a betrayal. I dont know what to think. I was fine with him drinking but not the HARD stuff. Is a very intelligent man used to be an RN nurse until the car accident. Weve kept contact here and there but we argue. so he had sex with her the day after I left and times before I got there when I was feeling like things were off it was because of that. Hes a hard worker but unfortunately when stress comes into play he does not handle it very well and turns to heroin. It just got worse, she didnt have a job and was away from family. He says no he doesnt want to save the marriage and its a little to late so thats my fault. Like u did. The faces he makes, the way he walks, everything. I was done. You need a therapist who is wise and mature and non-judgmental, preferably one who recognizes both the impact of the past and the impact of ones present context. In turn, your spouse will be able to talk about his/her dawning awareness of his/her past selfishness and hurtfulness and any regrets felt over them. It is harder to curse someone after you have asked God to bless them. I love him more than anything and hes the love of my life. I wasnt interested mostly because I wasnt attracted to the girl. Hes always liked very big busty women. I am 36 and my fiance is 29 we have 2 children together. IDK What to do can someone help me with what I should do? Hurt is a reaction to fear, and in a place of Love, there is no room for fear or anything else. 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